riding the waves

2010-04-17T04:27:00.000-07:00

i pity this dress so much. it would've looked so much nicer if i wasn't wearing it.

2010-03-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

i got into this knowing everything. and sure as hell that i wouldn't be like the other girls. i still am not. but i actually miss your companionship, and nothing more that that. but i know it's not right for me to do this to you any longer so i should just shut up right? false hope and all, i'm sorry i don't know what to do, and if apologizing was the right thing to do, then i'm sorry. i shouldn't have walked right past you and i shouldn't have rejected your calls. all the same, i don't know if being there for you is what's best. i doubt you'll see this.

2009-11-29T07:15:00.000-08:00

today, i got what i prayed for. thank you jesus.

2009-09-07T16:54:00.000-07:00

whoa. that's a whole lot clearer now. (: man. this blogskin's so simple, and nice. don't you think? only problem is my profile is right at the bottom and my tagboard is missing. oh shit. my tagboard is missing!!! ahhhh. noooooo. and i can't upload pictures either.
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fussy or whatever, i just really need to alter this blogskin so i can finally get on with blogging. and i lack the skill and the time so this is going to have to wait. again. man. my blog is dying. shit. and i think it's a total waste to just scrap the whole thing because it's been here since september 2007 when i was totally depressed about leaving tkgs. haha.

okay. quick updates.
1) omg, leefang erica vicki and me are in the top 20 out of the 440 groups that applied for NE MATION!! and even though this is going to take up our whole holiday, i'm hoping it's worth it. so umm. can't go out at all. man.

2)went out with paige to watch the proposal and it was awesome. sandra bullock is pretty, and my mum loves her even though she looks like she's ageing. she looks good though, don't get me wrong. movie was great, then paige lost her stupid wallet and my awesomeness helped her find it. (: and we had sushi for dinner. ahh. i love love love sushi.

3) sabrina, iliana, constance, audrey and michelle and me went to long john's silver for dinner and hang out. gosh. you would be surprised at how quickly people can change within the short span of three years. and if anyone knows what happened to guo lao shi can you tell me? we suspect that she's dead. and we hope not. we haven't heard a thing about her actually.

4)went out with paige again to study chemistry. i can officially form chemical equations and ionic equations. and all this i learnt within two hours. paige, if you're not a genius at teaching, i'm a genius at learning. and mind you, i was eating this awesome egg mayo sandwich with chips and coleslaw (yes, coleslaw AGAIN constance. ahh i love coleslaw) and this nice honey lemon drink. and i bought paige ice-cream but didn't even get to try it. THANK AH. hahaha. nah, just kidding. (: i owe you for teaching me anyway.

and now, ooh shit. i'm late for nemation. leefang is gonna kill me. okay bye bye bye! hahahahaha
man. i am spastic.

2009-09-06T10:58:00.000-07:00

everyone! it might help if you answered this. what would you do if you lost something very expensive and it belonged to a friend? and what if it was something irreplaceable.

ahh shit. i feel so guilty and worried and anxious and argh.... oh sheesh. i'm so sorry ____ ___.
oh man. and i haven't even told her yet.

2009-08-08T07:46:00.001-07:00

i can't believe the dreaded horrors are finally over and done with. i slept for one hour, from 5-6am in the stupid morning on monday because i couldn't finish theatre. in the end, i just hecked it. first time that's happened. i also got caught for "cheating" on ihss. i really don't know what to say about that but it sucked. and in my opinion, i didn't cheat, but of course the teachers obviously disagree with me. and i think i should not elaborate just in case i get blacklisted for inappropriate postings shit or whatever. (there, you go again, censorship)

i'm now less sleep deprived, happier and more optimistic though. and i can't say how much Drama Floor Anthem meant to me....just seeing those familiar faces again was just so heartwarming. and for the whole time, i just laughed with weisze, yiting, yiyun, victoria, denise, raseena and paige of course, and thought. it was the biggest decision i had to make in my entire life, no matter how ridiculously trivial it seemed. after looking at the school (yes, ohmygosh the new pond is so freaking cool) with it's swings still badly repainted and creaking i just felt at home, though it seemed that the juniors were just simply strangers, a part of teekay i never imagined.

but hey, we're fifteen. and the first time i wore that green uniform and walked through the doors, hating myself for not being in cedar girls' with constance seemed aeons ago. i was barely thirteen then. and 2 years seem short, believe me but you have no idea how much people have changed. i wish i remembered everybody, there were people i actually forgot. and being in an all-girls environment just made me smile again. you girls are gonna have your share when you get to JC. hah. angelyn. remember you used to bet with me and tell me i'll get a boyfriend once i go to SOTA? seems like some things about me just never changed.

vaish, karen, angelyn, stefanie and all the rest of the drama clubbers did a great job, of course and beth's voice is still as good as it ever was. i tried so hard not to compare her to amni. haha. company was great, even though i didn't know the songs and have honestly heard better bands in my life. ambience was there, with the "moshing" (as paige calls it) and everything else.

i wish the whole of 1e3 2007 was there. oh. why am i on about the past again.

okay. present.

today. was a really good day and huiyu and I had the wednesday breakfast again. we have called a black cat, "Tao". It watches us eat but pretends not to. and when we tried to be friendly and talk to it, i swore it gave us the "omg, you guys are so stupid and lame" look. and it tao-ed us and went to lick its fur but stayed right next to our awesome black pepper chicken rice.

BMA for ihss was kinda freaky. it's really scary. i want so badly for mrs yeoh to offer that subject on environmental conservation don't-know-what thing. SO SO SO BADLY. i will persuade her. someway somehow. and probably because they say that when there's a will, there's a way. today, a few people asked me if i was going to be dropping theatre to take science. i currently really don't know. a year ago, i would have said yes definitely but now i'm not too sure. turns out i really don't have a flair for science, even though i love it. i have fallen asleep in chemistry lessons too often. (probably just lack of sleep) but oh well. i've realised the wonders of sleep

man. it's 10. and earl's supposed to call back in a minute but my phone is dead. HAHAHAHA.

running through

2009-08-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

so i'm not blogging again because i can't upload pictures from my phone.

and i don't think i'll be posting for a really long time. or maybe i'll password protect this blog. it's really not much fun having a blog and having to care so much about who's reading it. i can't post half the things i really want to say.....okay. i'm gonna speed through everything i need to say.....

like how national day sucked other than swensens with erica and veggie and how much i miss G3.

and how thankful i am for paige to not hate me since i accidentally took her camera back home and have been keeping it forever.

and how i miss hanging out with the friends in old schools like the drama clubbers and constance.

and how i really need to learn soccer quickly soon though my ankle's still busted.

and how i need to rant about the bimbotic side of me. (yes, i think there is one hidden.)

and how i can't keep up with sota's workload and how ridiculously tired i am all the time.

and how my craving for char siew rice has not been satisfied completely.

and how i'm eventually going to decide between THEATRE? OR MARINE BIOLOGY?

and then i wonder am i ever going to be able to do either.

and how much of what others think and say about me affects me.

i need to say it in detail.

2009-07-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

currently trying to learn how to play Bubbly, Teardrops on my Guitar, Love Story, Love Song, A thousand miles, The man who can't be moved and the weird twilight song thingy that shalom gave me.

learning 7 songs on your own is no easy task. it's pretty hellish if you ask me but here i am. i really want to go back to karen's teacher but i'm scared she doesn't want to take me back because i failed grade 5 theory. and because i still owe her a bit of money.

2009-07-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

okay. so because i have a new blogskin i kinda feel motivated to blog. (: Paige. it's nice la. and i'm purposely typing in bold font so it looks clearer now.

Hanisa, thanks! and man i love going to your blog. it's seriously damn cool how you like put up some new song, then when i listen to it it sounds SO SO SO SO nice. and i'm not just saying this. i'm serious. you've got awesome music taste. haha. and EEW. tom felton is so not hot. and i saw the article in Life! about Emma admitting she liked him. don't really know how reliable that is. haha.

Vicki. I know right. gosh i'm so sick of people spazzing over harrypotter when like they never cared about it a month ago. shit. haha. and i'm so so so freaking jealous of her that if i were lesbian i'd date her. gosh. FYI EVERYONE I AM SO NOT LESBIAN. just in case some nutty decides that i sound lesbian. and i swear she's the prettiest in the world. (shuddup paige, she is, other than like maybe jessica alba)

And everyone, paige thinks vanessa anne hudgens is prettier than emma watson. can somebody just call paige blind for me now!? thank you.

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walked from parkway back home because i felt like it and just being alone to my own thoughts. i swear i'm getting more and more whacked out by the minute. crashed paige's house. argued with her, bought gummy sweets for her. complained i looked like shit. bought a stupid yellow stuffed thing from her just to make her happy and headed home.

now i'm depressed because i missed 10 minutes of Heroes. ahh. and i'm gonna do my theatre script now. sheesh. i need a life.

2009-07-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

yeah. i'm in school blogging on erica's computer. oops. chinese now.

bye. (:

and this is some totally random image i stole from her computer. awesome. oh. and she's gonna change this blogskin for me like soon. hopefully, very very very soon. because i have to admit i'm kinda sick of having to look at this same old blog since i was thirteen. and we all need that little bit of change now.

wenhee is daft and kinda goofy. and is fun to be with.

young at heart, therefore 12-year-old skins.

2009-07-18T20:33:00.000-07:00

my title answers your question earl. and OH-MY-FREAKING-GOSH. the harry potter craze has made me go high. even though i'm kinda sick of non-harrypotter fans suddenly pretending to be. OH WELLS. the movie was bloody awesome even though it deviated greatly from the book. however, emma watson's appearance made it good enough to watch..

i'm so jealous of her. like seriously seriously jealous of her. seriouslyseriouslyseriously. HAHAHA. okay. she's so pretty, and she's so lucky to get to act as hermione granger (she's the only person in the whole wide world to get it!!!) and last but not least, she doesn't give a damn that she's bloody popular and bloody awesome. like all she wants is to be normal, continue education and do all the visual arts stuff she loves. man.

only thing i don't envy her for is for having to kiss rupert grint. sheesh. sorry rupert. i know i'm being really shallow here for whatever but it's okay. cause nobody's ever gonna be good enough for emma charlotte duerre watson. GOSH. EVEN HER NAME IS BLOODY NICE. sheesh. yeah, and tom felton is the luckiest guy in the world okay. emma used to like him or something. and tom felton's not even THAT good looking. though he really really acted well in the half-blood prince. in fact, HELENA BONHAM CARTER DID A SUPERB JOB. like really. i'd take my hat off to her if i were wearing one. she's brilliant as bellatrix lestrange. oh. and Alan Rickman really matches my imagination of snivellus. or snape. or severus. or the half-blood prince. or whatever you call him.

and look at the picture when danielle radcliffe was still young and adorable. i mean, it totally blew my image of him after he appeared nude for the theatre show Equus. okay, even if it is for art, and whatever, i'm sorry but it just blew it away. all this is my opinion of course. i may be wrong okay. don't anybody come along and sue me. ron weasely plays the best side-kick ever but i don't think he'd be the best boyfriend. haha. and lavender brown just got me irritated. she's so bimbotic. haha. nearly threw popcorn at the screen if it weren't for the people sitting in front of me.

and mind you, i watched the show TWICE. this is the first time ever that i've watched a movie twice in the cinemas and i'm so glad i did it even though mummy's gonna disaprove. it was so worth it to watch deborah jump and like "ahh!" when the Inferi burst out of the water.

brilliant. just brilliant. man. how i wish i were learning defence against the dark arts now instead of poring over shakespeare's totally incomprehendible macbeth.

2009-07-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

so i'm blogging! okayokay. i'm awesome. ahhaha

went out with constance to HAJI LANE. and being crystle, my phone was flat so i couldn't take any photos. oh and by the way, the graffitti there is simply awesome. i love it. (:

as usual, i met up with constance who was LATE. but then again, the both of us have that in common. i was late too. she was simply, later. hahaha. the both of us hung around eunice, her twin, and eunice's friend. (: and i binged on some crappy fish and chips thingy at bugis. i swear the lady working there is deaf. i told her i wanted a salmon fillet set and she gave me fish and chips. i asked her for a fork and two spoons and she gave me two forks and two spoons. sheesh. sheesh.

then, we went to the flea market. and i bought a dress shirt and some doggie keychain thing for my sister. constance bought this nice top which cost like a whopping 31 dollars or something. weird huh. i think the both of us were getting cheated at a flea market. haha. and she nearly bought this other bag and jacket thingy which was like so cool but we were both pretty broke and the shopkeeper was like giving us the wth face so she didn't buy it. well, we bought ice cream after that to make up for it. HAHAHAHAH. typical. crystle goes on a shopping trip and spends more money on the food than on the shopping.

it was really awesome being able to see her again, honestly, since we haven't seen each other in aeons. (: ahh. i miss constance cho yi jie. stupid cedarian. you should've come to sota. hahaha. we made our ritualistic trip up the rooftop again but since eunice had the camera and my phone was oh-so-dead, we used constance's handphone (which is the same as leefang's!) and our usual camwhoring ritual. it started to rain after a while and we decided that being near so many lightning detectors in the rain wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do. and she went back. home i mean.

2009-06-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

going to cherating's club med just the day after tomorrow! can't say how excited i am. club med is just simply awesome. went to teach daniel math and english today then rushed back for the ARC project meeting. once again, it was unproductive but then again, most project meetings are. played cards with einson, deborah and wenhee.

i think i'll read percy jackson now. (:

PAIGE'S PHOTOS! HAHAHAHA.

2009-06-07T22:08:00.001-07:00

SEVENTEEN AGAIN!!! haha, yes, we've spazzed enough about zac efron so i don't need to do it again...haha. yeah, i spazz best when i'm with you man. sigh. (:

and screaming our heads off when the half blood prince advert came on was hilarious. seriously, both of us didn't even say anything but just stood in the middle of the theater and screamed. WE ARE SO WATCHING HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE. I'M GOING TO START SOBBING MY HEAD OFF WHEN DUMBLEDORE DIES.

AHAHAHAH. YOU ROCK. thanks for coming even though you had exams, that's so paige to put friends first and heck grades. (: AND THE SUSHI IS DAMN NICE RIGHT? AHH. I LOVE IT.

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay. (: (:

Constance CAMWHORES FINALLY UP!

2009-06-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

finally up! and yeah i know you're screaming at the totally unglam photos now const, but it's just the fun of us hanging out and being totally LAME that is awesomely awesome. ahh. and hey, you know ah constance. you actually look way way way taller in the photos okay! (: (:

as your awesome blog would say, constance,

TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE (: (:

2009-06-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

okay! ohone's class party! credits to jade since i stole the pictures from her. (:

it was wild. and crazy and I found out that Wen Hee's lots of fun, we stuck together until like really late. haha. erica and I just pigged ourselves out. the beef was awesome. HAH. okay, this is a really really short post. (:

2009-06-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

WHOO! FINALLY PICTURES! it's only because we used the underwater camera. my phone pictures still cannot be uploaded. sheesh. anyway, pearl and i went for this audition at mediacorp, camwhored on the way out and gawked at the HUMUNGOUS houses there, then camwhored more in the pool at home. we had a splash. haha. seriously.

oh gosh. the holidays are FINALLY here.

2009-06-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

lah di dah. another beachey photo. whoops. sounds wrong. oh wells. anyway, i'm still irritated cause i can't upload the pictures in my phone. oh well.

i swear i need to go to the beach soon, skate around my carpark, go nuts with friends i haven't seen in aeons, throw a big party and let my hair down, basically.

I'm currently freaking out about IHSS camp and my stupid assignment along with the holiday homework. To all of you who came for 'Together, Together", thanks a million! just knowing you guys were out there in the crowd was heartwarming. I know i didn't enjoy the whole process of together, but overall, i think it's okay. and i managed to get to know a whole lot more theatre people too. (:

maybe one day i'll find a way to upload the pictures. and hanisa! lend me the book!!!!!!! (:

2009-05-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

i'm in a new craze. this awesome movie titled "a ring of endless light".................it's a show about this girl who like has the ability to communicate with dolphins and her boyfriend is like this awesome marine biologist okay. aaaah. sigh. lucky her.

wayne introduced it to me ages ago and i finally got the time to watch it. I WILL BUY THE BOOK. YES I WILL. hopefully i can use my borders gift card.

yeah, i received an award for best female in physical education and the school gave 100 bucks in a borders gift card. gosh. thank you sota. found it kinda ironic. i think mrs teo would laugh if i told her this. she used to force me to stay back during recess to do push ups and inclined pull ups because i was so lousy at NAPFA when i was younger. and my badminton coach called me "alice in wonderland" because my reactions were soooo slow. and i was known as klutz. and two-left-feet because i tripped over myself so often. hmm. what a miracle.

got back my results and it's kinda sad but i'm still trying to find motivation to do well the next term. my pictures still cannot be uploaded. i realised i need this special cd which i think i lost. gotta go find it soon i guess. feeling weird.

feeling very very weird, i don't want to go to school tomorrow and i wouldn't if it weren't for T-Ball (sp?) tomorrow. the biology practical's tomorrow. AHHHHHHHH. i swear i need to ace bio even if i'm not cut out for it. go crystle.

2009-05-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

taking a short break. there's currently a whole waiting list of posts which i am going to post. hmm. sounds weird. but anyway, the problem's the fact that i can't download images from my phone to any computer. and i've got tonnes of stuff in there. sheesh. just my luck eh?

anyway, thank god the exams are over.

Together Together at Esplanade!!!! gosh. mixed feelings.

2009-04-30T01:18:00.001-07:00

The chicago pictures are finally up! and lots of random ones with random people doing random things. (: it was awesome i swear. wish all of you were with me. (: Chicago's a shopper's paradise, with loads of shops. I went to victoria's secret! hah. surprised now huh? but all i bought was a 7dollar lip gloss which is so damn nice. in fact, i was one of the people who bought the least amount of stuff. Spent most of my money on food actually. haha.

The flight was freaking long. Singapore to Japan, Japan to Chicago, then on the way back it was Chicago to Hong Kong and Hong Kong to Singapore. there were lots more photos of course but i just picked a few to post up. I stayed with Bevin, from my theatre class, and my host was this girl called Fiona. She's 15 but she looks way older. haha. All the people there don't wear school uniform and they wear make up so they all look like glamorous and stuff, i swear. there're lots of gay guys there too which is so cool. (: haha.

There was this cruise thingy we took which was freezing but i took about a gazillion pics there, the view was awesome. Supposedly, the skyscrapers in Chicago are one of the best in the world or something. I'm not surprised. haha. The cruises and taking tours around the museums and theaters were awesome but the best was the SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW!!! couldn't take many photos of it because i think cameras and handphones spoil when exposed to such low temperatures. and my gloves were wet too. It was freezing there. so nice to be in like aircon 24/7, unlike the desert of Singapore. all we get is torrential storms during the monsoons.

Their idea of asian food there really sucks. or maybe it's just me or something. But i'm still not sick of pizza, fries and burgers, they taste so much better in America. really. yeah, we live to eat, don't we now?

Glad to be back! (: (: (: (pictures that are most recent are right on top. and the first picture, the lousy black one is what singapore looks like from the sky at night.) oh. and i think we saw parts of russia from the plane. how. awesome. is. that.

2009-04-29T22:40:00.000-07:00

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2009-04-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

yesh. so i'm dead. yay.

ahh. debate. ahh. exams. (which they call common testsjust to make it sound nicer). ahh. theatre journal. (totally blank.) ahh essay. (i finished it then pressed don't save on my comp so everything disappeared and i have to redo EVERYTHING. what the hell.

NAPFA everything's really bad. not at all up to my usual craps. got gold though. i think i'm on the verge of becoming a perfectionist. yikes. ahh.

my social life is dead
my blog is dead. (yes i will upload the photos next month.) when the exams are over.

bye. wish me luck.

2009-03-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving singapore on my way to chicago tomorrow so this blog's gonna be dead for a week.

(: not like it isn't dead anyway. haha. and i'm so sorry const, my computer is still down so i can't post our awesome camwhores. ahhh. though you have some major unglam ones too, haha. I had loads and loads of fun with you so i'm not gonna just cheapen the whole thing in this post. there's gonna be a really good one coming okay?

ISA-BELLE. ah hah. man, thank you so much for letting me crash your house. really, just talking to you and playing with cloud makes me feel loads better. (: and your brothers are amusing. and Harold is nowhere near angelic. haha. neither is Theodore. but they're really funny. (: by the way, i was smsing you in my geography class which is what they call integrated humanities and social sciences. bleah. oops. i know i never broke rules. but my socks are still just as high, YES PAIGE. STOP ROLLING YOUR EYES. I BET YOUR SOCKS ARE SINKING AGAIN.

PAIGE. i swear if you weren't an awesome friend i would have decapitated you and thrown you into the kallang river by now. want. to. fight. is. it. now i'm in a co-ed school i punch better okay. hmph. HAHA. KIDDING.

school's fine, i'm managing. theatre's more bearable this year. people are actually nice in this school. yes, amazing revelation crystle. hahahaha.

okay! going off now! (: i'll post about chicago too in a week!

2009-03-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

okay, so i actually have more pictures to upload but i'm using my sister's computer which i can't transfer pictures to. my computer's down. again. yes, the new one. i swear i have a magical death touch. any computer i touch dies. quickly.

so where was I? yep, okay, so one by one the CHELC outings okay? the pictures on top were from the Hibiscus trip we went to last week. yes i know its outdated. haha. what's new. (: we made hibiscus rosella jam. awesome. pity erica wasn't here. she forgot to sign her consent form. Ah-hah.

On Saturday, we went to Hui Yu's rock concert. which was bloody awesome. the kids there performing reminded me of myself, how not too long ago, i actually had the guts to sing several times on stage. gosh, that was embarrassing now i think about it. and yeah, we had fun yelling ourselves hoarse and going deaf.

today was sakura day, i spent 21.40 on a single lunch. whoa. i swear i felt my heart just collapse when i handed the money over. haha. the food was great, and that was Hui Yu, Erica, Wayne, Wenhee,Yan Lee and WanKin going. the first time it's been more guys than girls. haha.

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN HEE AND YAN LEE! OKAY.

sota people? done. (:

2009-03-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

sploosh. my brain matter has just been stomped out, and all i have left in my head for the debate tomorrow is just a small, tiny, dirty puddle of water tomorrow.

i feel stupid for taking forever to get the point. no, i feel stupid in general.

"Censorship is an insult to the intelligence" yes, i'm proposition, so how many of you think censorship is bad? i don't. it'll be so embarrassing if i make my class lose. ohwells. see how it goes then. (:

POI!!!!!

2009-02-26T06:56:00.000-08:00

yep, the oh-one onions. bit late and stolen from the class blog but well... (:

2009-02-25T08:06:00.000-08:00

okay, so i figured i needed something to look forward to.

March holidays

Sleepover with Karen and Vaish

Sentosa with Paige

At least one JAMRYSTLE DAY.

Raiding godma's closet for winter clothes for my chicago exchange program

Chelc, er. sakura buffets?

the twins over for, something?

a walk with cloud and bubbles every other day i'm not out.

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okay mainpoints covered. my holiday to-do list.

though i still want to meet up with hanisa, chingleputty and zahra and elisabeth and okay. the whole ex 1e3ians of 2007. man. i can't wait.

and duh, go out with constance. (:

2009-02-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

the difference colour has to life. okay, totally random shot. but seriously? i have lost my non-existent brain cells, lately, and learnt how the grass always seems greener on the other side of the fence. like when i first started off in P1, i missed nursery. when i left tk, i missed it. and now, i miss G3. ahhh. okay, so shalom shares the same sentiments, yay. cause i miss practically everything about it. and now, i just seem to be stuck. stuck again between theatre and my clique. and crap i hate it. i need the holidays soon before i lose my head.

IHSS, wikispaces--notdone

Chinese, book and movie reviews--notdone

Biology homework--notdone

Mythbusters project--notfinished

Math test--haven't studied

Theatre essay, the question paper--haven't even started

Theatre reflection for Grotowski--notdone

Theatre reflection for Hoi Polloi--notdone

Theatre essay for "together, together"--notdone

9 main things i need to do this weekend. yes, mind you, i still have subtopics in my theatre journal. God help me. i need a miracle to survive this year.

2009-02-10T05:20:00.001-08:00

i currently have a problem with the world.

can only go up from here.

2009-02-05T03:53:00.000-08:00

Random shot of last year's G3
omg i miss it. really. this is part of out library anyway.

Happy Birthday Danielle, thanks for all the laughter you gave us. And for believing all the jokes we played on you! haha. (:

Christie's Erica's and my 3D edible model of a cell! so cool right! The nucleus is like ferrero rocher and the Golgi bodies are yupi burgers, endoplasmic reticulum is the sour tape sweets.

we didn't eat it though. i mean, we were in a science lab. contamination was highy likely.

really busy!!!

2009-01-31T02:57:00.000-08:00

got so starry-eyed after looking through ihss, I don't understand my math. chinese standard lowering and my literature is bleaurgh (unexpected huh, i rely on it to save me so now i'm dead)

academically. help?

2009-01-30T07:42:00.000-08:00

some stuff felt too extraodinary, too mystical.

I'm running, even though i don't dare to.

And I had lots and lots of stuff on my mind.

I had to get it all out, so visited bubbles. fine. isa-belle. honestly, that cheered me up no end. thanks belly. told her about stuff in school, cuddled cloud, got chocolate and ang pao (paiseh) from her mum and managed to cut my leg on a sharp, rusty wire mesh while caught up with Cloud. Obviously, I was on cloud nine anyway.

my cut doesn't seem to be hurting like it should. and it's kinda cool in the sense that it almost look fake, like it was drawn and coloured in with a red marker.

votes anyone?

2009-01-30T07:29:00.001-08:00

CNY celebrations were good, then went with CHELC and wayne and leejing to watch Inkheart at plaza sing and ate meesua at cathay. (I tried the ricebox thingy actually...the one with the fried chicken. mmmm..) Then met Constance for my second lunch, 99cents sushi and ate and ate and ate. sometimes, i wonder how my stomach can contain it all... After lunch, i felt like getting lost so...................

obviously, the seabreeze helped me look like a maniac.

And yes, we walked from ehub to pasir ris's beach...how cool is that. just tried out some random road to see where it goes and tadaa...the beach.

2009-01-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

omg. unglam pic la. sorry.

but all the same, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAIGE!!!

you're 15. hmph. as old as I am.

miss all the bus 31 rides with you, egoing, you dragging me to neoprint stations, videoworld and the rest of the retarded but awesomely fun things greatest friends do. (of course I'm great-ER)

yes, finally. here's your birthday dedication.

2009-01-30T07:13:00.000-08:00

TO ME!! thanks everyone for making this birthday a special one. (: the party was awesome.

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Constance! and roof top rendevous. hah. there were way better pictures but they're all with her. And mind you, I did steal these from her...one day I will upload my own. one day. (: if i grab hold of the rest of the pics i'll post them. even the unglam ones. haha

2009-01-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

happy birthday hui yu!

your cake was awesome. we are awesome. you are awesome.
thanks for being my 2.4 and other-don't-know-what-stuff buddy!

2009-01-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

I'm 15 in 3 days. whoa. i feel old.

I've already failed my first math test and beaten my napfa records (SBJ 183 omg. I use to pass borderline.) so yay me. And I've started being sleep-deprived and recess deprived again. Yes, I think I've got back to my old bad habits of skipping recess to finish homework and revision. OOPS.

this year couldn't come any faster. 15's the age where you have to grow up, the age you get MORE FREEDOM. yesyes. with great power comes great responsibility, I know that. haha. And it seems only yesterday I was in tk debating whether to hand in the transfer form to sota or not. I don't regret anything I did, it turns out that SOTA isn't as bad as I thought it was. And teekay still brings back fond memories but I'm over the phase where I HAD TO call paige everyday to tell her how much I missed tk.

I'm changed for the better.
whoawhoawhoa...:)

2009-01-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

Split up. Chelc split into Hui Yu and LeeFang in O2 and Christie, Erica and me in O1

cut up like a pair of scissors. Snip. Snip.

We were practically hyperventilating when we had an IHSS class together today. Still. I guess I could be worse off. Found out that I missed O2 by one mark. that sucks. seriously.

Shalom's in 03 and Wayne's in o5. Well, I'm still in Shalom's chinese class so that's not so bad I guess. yay. Wayne? hmph. still can't get over the fact that some music people get a special class all to themselves. btw, he's got 4 people in his whole class.

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Did the Orientation too. Their orientation's really nice...Year Ones aren't as bad as I thought they were. Some of them aren't so nice but the majority's pretty sweet. One girl came up to me today and said she dreamt of me. that's weird. haha. I think her name was Selma or something like that..

2009-01-08T01:32:00.000-08:00

YAYAYAYAY. Schools in. Shout and scream. haha. okay, that was kinda like part of some sota song I think. anyways, I'm using the school computer. and blogging. finally. so first and foremost, the Perak Trip!

okay. awesome. really. Stuck with LeeFang and LeeJing and had a whale of a time. Credits to Bevin for the pictures. YES. Someday, I will upload my own pictures. sorry bevin.

Don't ask me what I was doing in that picture. I have no idea. Anyway, you see that picture of the lorry? That was like the best. seriously. We had to duck trees and lost our balance every time there was a bump in the road. We went white water rafting, caving and abseiled down a WATERFALL. that was really worth it especially after sitting in the bus for like 10 hours.

Caving made me kinda claustrophobic though, weird. The best part about White Water Rafting wasn't being in the raft. It was going down the rapids WITHOUT THE RAFT. JUST OUR BODIES FLOATING DOWN THE RIVER. cool. Abseiling down the waterfall...huh. I wore pearl's diving shoe by accident. So it was two rights of the shoe.

Oh. But the toilet at Perak was kinda gross. There were moths all over the sink. Not exaggerating. ALL OVER. I think they were attracted to the lights there and died when they touched the water...oh. and the water? it was brownish...I brushed my teeth with that water, mind you. haha.

pretty good an experience if you ask me. =) =)

2008-12-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

Perak, Malaysia tomorrow.

I'll be back on Monday pretty late. So yeah, to Hanisa, Happy Happy Birthday! And yeah, I guess I'm pretty excited about it but Melody Sit isn't going, I heard...sheesh. And if LeeFang isn't in my group, I can rot. (: Hopefully this won't be yet another OBS experience. And I hope I still get to brush my teeth. The last time we went to OBS I didn't get to brush my teeth. eew. HAHA.

Oh, and that brings me to another topic. I removed my braces. FINALLY. okay. er. did I say that already in the last post? oops. Can't remember. Anyways, I still need retainers.

Will miss you all!!!

2008-12-15T20:29:00.000-08:00

To a nut and pig that looks like the powerpuff girl bubbles. I really can't seem to get enough of your idioticism. Wishing you a very very very happy birthday.

I'll always remember bus rides with you and the walks we take cloud on. And for being my other support for NO SHARK FINS SOUP and campaigning for better lives for animals. (: Somehow, I seem to get the MOST UNGLAM around you. And I enjoy it, after all, quoting myself, "It's an art to be lame" And unglamness I guess, comes with being lame. Thanks for teaching me to take things lightly and not to worry about the world, no matter how hopeless it can get. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISA-BELLE

2008-12-14T08:13:00.000-08:00

Went for Nutcracker on Saturday with Erika to watch Erica perform

AND according to ahem. SOMEONE. ahem, the cast was separated into two groups. SOTA people and non-SOTA people. Turns out she was wrong.. HAHA. Waiting backstage for Erica eating my Mrs Fields cookie and guess who walks past me. My physics & chem teacher with the dance teacher from school. jaw drop. I sure wasn't expecting that. And a few other SOTA people.

Somehow, everything always decides to wonk up on me when I'm with Erika. The last time we went out was so hilarious we couldn't stop laughing. Halfway through our sleepover I had to go for an audition. And she scraped her knee on my rooftop...Er. Turns out the combination of Erika and Crystle gives way to disaster.

okay.

2008-12-11T08:58:00.000-08:00

okay. RAINBOW SOCKS!!! I found them in my drawer and used them for rollerblading. cool huh? er...okay. maybe not.

Went to ChunkFest with Pearl and her bestfriend Kat. I stoned there for like forever and got pissed off but Pearl bought me $8 worth of ben and jerry's so I was happy after that. The crowd was ridiculous. and the mud was MUDDY.

Went to the national museum to get mud off our foot since it was so near fort canning. And I might've found a way in without passing the reception...After all I did my CIP there and knew the backdoors. AH-HAH. broke rules. AGAIN.

This was at Plaza Singapura after dinner. okay. don't look at that dress. it was pink. yech. eew.

This was at Orchard Road with my mum. And I bought 3 dresses for Christmas. Believe it or not. omg. what is wrong with me!! haha. We all bought dresses and soaked the Christmas atmosphere.

okayokay. I'm blogging!!! haha. I've given up on adding the dates like the past few posts...it's too much to keep up with...I went for a walk with Cloud And Bubbles too and managed to trample on some doggie doo. double EEW. And it wasn't even cloud's poop. some unknown idiotic dog. haha. Pictures are all with isa-belle. As usual, I never take my own pictures...these pictures are from Pearl anyway. And it is 1.43 am in the morning.

Good morning!~! omg. Sinus is getting to me. :)

2008-12-03T20:46:00.000-08:00

I'm blogging....yay yay. At hui yu's house. And for the first time in a very very long time I didn't have to wash the plates up after eating. Miraculous huh? haha. Anyways was supposed to go out with Constance, Nat and Catherine yesterday but cancelled because I was broke.

Can you imagine not being to go out because you're broke? IT SUCKS MAJORLY. seriously. So yes people, from now onward I'll be doing stuff that doesn't require spending money. ): So I'll be walking Cloud on Monday with isa-belle who has FINALLY recovered from dengue fever. FINALLY. yayayayayay.

yep, so I'm not gonna be hogging hui yu's computer anymore.
*(:0

2008-12-02T17:27:00.000-08:00

Constance with an EFFRO HAIRDO. haha.(sp?)

Watched felicia's concert with Constance instead of SYO with SOTA. (: we ate KFC (cheaper) at Parkway then had to rush off for the concert because there wasn't enough time for pretzels.

throughout the concert, our conversation was something like this.

Constance: hey, where's felicia? I can't even spot her!

Me: er. don't know....is she even performing in this one?

Constance: hmm...there's an interval after two more performances. yay!

Me: haha. I tried to call Felicia about a gazillion times but I can't get her. Maybe we can meet her during the interval.

Me: i want a pretzel NOW!!

Constance: ME TOO!

And we ended up going back to Parkway to buy pretzels. By the time I reached back home, it was a bit after 11pm. COOL. ahh. I love constance.

2008-11-25T18:45:00.000-08:00

Auditions and Acting stupid in the car.

Pearl and I went for yet another audition, we just happened to be in a very weird move that time. Apparently we were supposed to go for some commercial audition. To be honest, I've kinda given up for quite some time because it's practically impossible to get casted when you've got braces. Think about it, when was the last time you saw someone with braces on tv. But this time, I just went for the fun of it. And somehow being with Pearl made it fun.

The usual self-intro and then some weird stuff, like showing different emotions or something. I had a good laugh watching Pearl do her audition...ahem. Well, anyways, I'm pretty sure she had a good laugh when I did mine. (: So yep.

that was fun.

ps. PAIGE. come back this instant. :(

2008-11-23T08:11:00.000-08:00

Yep, it's a pretty blurry shot and stuff but thanks Constance. I stole it from one of the greatest friends of all time so I don't think she'd mind. RIGHT CONST? ah-haha. Went for the Cedar Girls' Concert and manged to meet up with other TKGians like Natasha Tan, Catherive and Julene. Julene's not in this picture, sadly.

Somehow I just started reminiscing the times we spent together when I was a kid. PSLE was torture as far as I remember and playing zero-point with these guys and skipping recess just made me have fun again. I'll always remember Catherine, who was surprisingly quiet the first time I met her and turned out to be in my Catechism class later on. And Julene & Nat who used to be called ah-ma I think (who's like loaded) like really looked different..both of them are like real pretty now. hah. (:

And of course Constance, best friend since like primary 5? or something like that, she looks pretty no matter what. (: and she's really great. We hung out together for quite a bit and ended up with lots of bus disasters what with taking the wrong bus and stuff.

SACPS (: (:

2008-11-23T07:40:00.000-08:00

outdated. yeah, yeah. I know. so alrighty.

17nov, mon: leadership course and then somehow, I have no idea, I ended up watching a movie with leefang and leejing after MosBurger. Lakeview Terrace I think. I think sitting next to leefang was more exciting than watching the movie itself.

LeeFang, halfway through the movie, "Wahlao, that guy's an asshole man." & "This is the most BORING movie ever, I think I want to sleep now." Couldn't stop laughing. seriously.

18thnov, tue: Jam's (see the post below)

19thnov, wed: Erika and Erica. Raffles City and stuff. I swear we were the most jinxed people on the planet. Erika's phone died, my mosburger came without the bread (weird) and loads more...I think the total number of weird stuff totalled up to like 20plus. too long to list yeah? and yep, I bimboed with them, like crashing mark's and spencer and trying on the weirdest dresses in existence. no photos with this....kinda private ya.

20thnov, thu: Twins were over (: Samantha and Amanda and me made pizzas for lunch and they were yummy. We did grocery shopping together at like noon and bought wedges and chicken to add as side dishes. haha. Ate like pigs and realised that mozzerella cheese is V. Expensive. seriously. I think next time we'll do sushi cause it's gotta be cheaper.

21stnov, fri: Went with gramps to the Marina Barrage along with mum & pearl. And we saw disgusting worms everywhere. I'm so bringing Paige there soon. fyi, she's got the wormphobia.

2008-11-21T16:03:00.000-08:00

pictures taken from Ruby (: thanks.

Jam's party was AWESOME...haha. no seriously. yes, I know jam's saying,"it would've been better if you went totally wet" but being half wet was already good enough. we buried darryl twice in the sand, made sandballs, played frisbee and even had sandcastle competitions with the other theatre people. somehow having it just jam, janel, marsha, nabil, darryl and me seemed more fun.

Janel was like our first aid kit...she cut her foot and bought plasters before she came but somehow or another there were quite a number of casualties who needed plasters. I cut my finger on the frisbee (weird huh?) so I had a plaster from her too. thanks janel (:

I remember lots of chasing people around and JAMILA hugging people just to get them wet. AHEMAHEM. thanks jam. and though I couldn't join them later on in saying bye to lofty, it was okay...BYE LOFTY!!! hah. said it! I think I'm gonna miss him. yep.

ttfn!

2008-11-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Class Party!

CHELC went to the art museum first and mee-suad at Cathay. (I actually wore the dress I bought but quickly changed once we were at the party.) The party was at Michelle's house and we had loads of fun swimming and stuff...Hung out for quite a bit with shalom--I'm really gonna miss my desk partner BIG TIME.

Managed to meet up with the good ol' G3 again...Honestly, I never seem to realise how lucky I am. 1e3 was awesome and so was G3..hah. And despite the fact I kept complaining about how I had to leave 1e3, G3 was a really really good class too. I'm gonna miss you guys when we split up. seriously..

okay. enough sentimental stuff. (: anyways, the party was really good. splashed water at everyone, played "cheat" and "card attack", laughing like maniacs and enjoyed the barbeque at michelle's house. I stayed until like around 9 I think, then went home with marsha and yanlee.

2008-11-18T04:45:00.000-08:00

11nov Tuesday Relived my dramaclub moments! Karen and Vaish came over to play pool and then we decided to go to Vaish's house to play ping pong. hah. Vaish is super pro at it man, seriously. Her condo has a super cool view of the sea too and had this gym thing I tried out...And well, er. My rubberband muscles weren't very effective..haha. Then, Karen and I went to Parkway, the shopping centre we TKGians visited almost every week, and hung out. Believe it or not, I bought a red dress. I think the world is turning topsy-turvy. (: Crystle just bought a dress.

12nov Wednesday Leadership course and my first time trying the flying fox. (: I had rope burns on my palms which were kinda cool although they were painful.

13nov Thursday CHELC came over to make sushi and weird gummy ice lollies! It's great having the whole group back together...I painted hui yu's nails and stuff which was kinda disastrous. oops. oh. and we were talking so much about watching some good horror movies but ended up watching Rowan Atkinson in Johnny English. How ironic.

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Oh and there was a day I went out with Erika and Erica. Been waiting for Erika to upload the photos but gave up waiting..haha. slowpoke! (: anyway, missed my cousin yeah? We were like acting totally awesome going to tampines mall and trying out weirdo clothes! haha. that was real fun.

2008-11-18T03:56:00.000-08:00

quiz! thanks vicki!

1) List 4 random things you have.

hp book, dolphin necklace, blue curtains, pirates of the carribean dvd.

2)Have you ever slept in the car?

YEP! do that all the time. it's one of the best places to sleep actually, you get music and aircon.

3)List 4 female stars you look up to.

Emma Watson

Jennifer Love Hewitt

Hayden Panettiere

Shania Twain

4)List 4 male stars you look up to.

David Attenbourgh

Johnny Depp

Michael Buble

er...I don't know...

5)How many pets do you have?

Three~Pearl's terrapin (which doesn't really have a name), my terrapin XiaoAn AND ROCK. My awesome fish which has been living since forever. I caught it at Pierce reservoir actually.

6)Name three things that tell who you are.

I'm a Harry Potter FANATIC who is nuts about dolphins and I still don't know why I'm studying at the Singapore School of the Arts.

7)If you could have a power, what would it be?

I'd want to be able to control time. I'd love to be able to rewind to the bits with fun and laughter and fast forward my parent's long lectures about crap.

8)What's one thing you wish you could do better?

Science? and chinese. I really want to continue with higher chinese. And maybe I wish I could be better at inline skating and pool. Oh, and I wish I were pro at the piano. I'm like grade 5 but I seriously suck. wait. the question said one thing right? ahh, heck.

9)Choose between summer and winter.

hmm...I'd love snow and iceskating but I think I prefer my beach and sea in the LIQUID form...so summer?

10)List two odd things about yourself.

I've never cut my hair short. I filmed a show in Thailand.

11)List two bad habits.

peeling my nails and er. talking to myself when I'm asleep and awake.

2008-11-09T20:09:00.000-08:00

Friday the 7th

Went for a walk with Paige, isa-belle and cloud. (=

oh. and hi nut. sorry about the picture I stole. and they saw how the rooftop looks like when it's in the day. found out about cloud's birthday too so the point is:

thanks so much to isa-cloud. really. for the times I thought SOTA killed, thanks for cheering me up through every walk. and yeah. I love you cloud! and. er. isa-belle. *vomits*. haha. KIDDING!

Saturday the 8th

Spring cleaned the house, and swam 50 laps of the pool after realising how unfit I was after cloud's walk yesterday.

then we went to the Marina Barrage which was kinda dense. And then we went to some revolving restaurant which made my sister dizzy.

Sunday the 9th

cut my hair. ah-hah. this is random ya. but I liked the picture of the skeleton. I wanted to cut my hair short but my mum didn't really agree so I cut it shorter. not short. I now have something that looks a bit like a fringe. or maybe not. haha.

2008-11-06T00:53:00.000-08:00

oh yeah. and quick update on holiday stuff. (:

2nov, sunday: lizzie's church with paige. hah. played captain's ball and then went to whitesands and took neoprints (spending like 1hr deciding on $money$ issues.)

3nov, monday: HighSchoolMusical3 at downtowneast with kimby and elisabeth again. :) yep and....ZAC EFFRON. (: haha. I think I offended elisabeth when I said Vanessa Anne Hudgens sounded a bit like she gulped helium. OOPS. but she's still v. pretty so yeah.

4nov, tuesday: Went out with constance. (see the post below.)

5nov, wednesday: skipped leadership training then went to Plaza Sing. to meet with leejing and leefang. joke of the day was leefang trying to order her subway lunch. I thought she was kidding when she said it was her first time.
Member of staff said, "what vegetables would you like?"
Lee Fang looks blur, then blurts, " everything la."
then later on, she starts picking out the chillies and grumbles about the weird veggies inside. HAHAHAHA.
then, after she finishes the sandwich she comments, "next time I only want tomatoes, cucumbers and lettuce." LOL.

After that, we met up with Wayne, Hui Yu and Christie and slacked at macs. (: and ate christie's recommended chicken which was whoa...

6nov, thursday: called vicki and complaint about having to get my butt to school to clean the black box and ended up raiding costumes and putting up this weird dance routine for mr lofthouse. oh. I also paid marsha the money for the cup I broke which made me broke. so I couldn't really go to the esplanade with vicki and saher. Then risa bought starbucks and decided to come over to play pool. And somehow, Shashi ended up playing pool with us too. weird.

I'm getting busy I think.

2008-11-06T00:30:00.000-08:00

yep, I pigged out again and ate about half the bowl we were supposed to share. but seriously, kallang leisure sushi is like cheap and yummy so that's a good excuse right? oh and I was trying to talk myself into finishing the Katsu Don cause I was like bloated..

Rooftop!! yeah, isa-belle's supposed to come up soon too but we end up walking cloud all the time. but who's complaining? haha. I mean, you can't bring cloud on the rooftop right? (:

anyways, spending time with them just makes everything so worthwhile. oh. and shit. I look like crap in the picture below but it's really funny with constance using my hair as a....moustache?!?

credits to constance for the pictures. :)

i mean, my phone was used to take these photos but I bluetoothed them to her and she posted them on her blog then I stole it from her blog. so. it's indirectly stealing from myself right? haha.

anyways, met constance at SAC after her tuition, saw amanda and walked back and stuff. Then we went to Kallang Leisure Park. Bowled, slacked and ate sushi then it was my house.

Went to the rooftop, duh. Constance and felicia up there at my most favourite place in the world was just....Brilliant. haha. it was like dark clouds drifting across gloomy skies and lightning detectors all over so we decided to get down. Just as we reached the first floor there was this huge bolt of lightning. scary huh. at an inch from death.

oh. and we watched meangirls and newyorkminute. :)

then they went back. hah. anticlimax.

:) :) :)

2008-11-02T18:01:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Denise! credits to paige for the pics.

the party was really cool. danced and acted totally insane and by the time we cut the cake, I was dumb and mute. yeah. it was almost like clubbing and stuff.

disco ball and coloured lights and smoke and deejays....whoa. awesome. oh. and cool food and cake. (: loved every moment. oh and believe it or not, I wore a dress thingy. then realised it was too short and translucent so I slipped jeans on. typical. yeah.

oh and we were lost for quite some time. it's great getting lost with friends.

1e3-2e3, love

2008-11-02T16:37:00.000-08:00

YES! I'm updating.. yes, yes. okay.

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE MAN. => shuddup.

omg, I'm so excited. the performances, Hamlet and Macbeth, were much better than I thought.

thanks a million to paige, karen and chelc for coming...I really needed the support. Was kinda frustrated with stuff and the *ahem* people who chased my friends our of school. *ahem**ihss..* but it's okay now. :) paige came over my place and visited the rooftop (which is freaky at night) and left at 10plus. coolness. hah.

it's weird I haven't seen cloud in ages. but paige is coming to see cloud on friday so yeah. looking forward. haha. went to paige's house before denise's party too and watched JUNO. yes, I know it's NC16 but yeah it's SO nice. and she painted my nails. which were cool. and shiny. and sparkly.

but I had to have that bad habit of scratching the polish our again. sighs. oh, and I left my handphone at paige's house so I couldn't take any pics for denise's party.

yesh. I'm going to dedicate another post to denise's party and I'm gonna steal pics again. sigh. not like I like to but yeah.

okay! updated. :)

2008-10-24T23:21:00.000-07:00

not in chronological order yeah. so this is the flight back.

nice eh? would've been better if she didn't look bald but yeesh. she had to take it out in school. screw the rules man.

this was kinda like a thai youtiao. really yummy!

didn't really do a whole lot of shopping but managed to get a decent pair of slippers. my cheapo one was totally conked out.

thai fried chicken. can you imagine how crystle manages to find KFC every where she goes? haha.

SIRIUS BLACK!!!! haha. nope. but this sweetie really looks like him huh? he was staring at my chicken. I gave him a piece.

We climbed into the waterfall. "Namtockshuizhang" (Waterfall is beautiful in thai.) Pearl was really scared to go in though.

extra. :)

cool view... it was really nice.

another nice view with my dad who insisted on keeping his weird hat on throughout the trip...that was funny.

BAM! hah..shooting. my sister played with the cat while me and dad were shooting.

I ate this and it really tastes good! NOT. ohmygosh. eew. what is that?!?! this reminded me strongly of the bug eating incident on Expedition Thailand...

Grandmother and Grandfather's rock. We were like wondering why it was called that and it turned out that the rocks were supposed to look like male and female reproductive organs....err.

WEIRD!!

DOLPHIN CURTAIN MADE OF SEASHELLS!!!!

so so so tempted to buy it but it cost a bomb. :(

and I didn't really need it but it was really pretty.

this was another viewpoint. oh. and don't mind the weird stuff I'm wearing. I wore my swimming costume underneath the longsleeved swim tee to avoid getting burnt when swimming. And turned out looking SPAStic. oops. haha.

Our first thai meal by the beach. mind you, the high tides flooded the entire area and I think I felt a fish at my feet. hah.

JET SKI! my life was in the hands of a thirteenyearold. gosh. haha. When it was my turn to drive however, I nearly capsized the entire thing. looks like pearl's better at driving. :)

the wonderful beach..really made me want to study marine biology all over again.

yep, I'm back. I missed sunday's HSM with Paige though, and was really upset about it. then when I came back, Karen asked if I could watch it on Friday! elated. but then SOTA finished at 8.30pm. yes. PM. and my mum didn't let me skip school. AH. And I still feel guilty about having to cancel it with Karen. Elisabeth just called to ask me if I could watch it with her when school's over. seems like I'm destined to see HSM3, haha. And I still owe Karen and Paige. BIG TIME...

anyway, guys. tag on the board. I know this blog's dead but yeah. revive it okay?

Can't wait for denise's party to meet up with all of you too. :) :) excited!

oh. and my exam results went well except for ARC. failed. maths was awesome though. I've got mr koh to thank. :) and yes so...I've got to go. watching mr and mrs smith! brad pitt and angelina jolie...haha.

2008-10-16T01:35:00.000-07:00

pictures tell a thousand words credits to amanda and isa-belle for piccies.

okay. this is utter random. haha.

isa-belle and cloud...aww.

cloud looks like she's bored. hah.

this super cute girl called megan walked up to us and wanted to pet cloud...so sweet eh?

animal abuse? I hope not, but cloud really seemed poofed out after sliding down..haha. and we enjoyed pushing her down. :)

cloud!! (I think she was pretty nervous cause isa was like down the slide and she was with Me. hah)

AWW. CLOUDCLOUDCLOUD. okay. hyperventilating.

er. this is random too. but the scenery was pretty nice I guess.

Amanda, isa-belle, me, and cloud.

paige was sick so she couldn't come. it would have been so much cooler with you around but I'm sorry...I couldn't resist a walk by celebrating the end of th EOYs. okay, so I had my wish kinda fulfilled (sp?). But isa (bubbles) still owes me a trip to the rooftop, so set huh! Haha, had this streak of rebellion. :) I really cheered up I guess, being back with two familiar faces...it seems only yesterday since I submitted the transfer form to SOTA. okay. cheered up is a total understatement but, yeah. we chatted at bubbles' house, then walked around the entire estate. and cloud ate grass. ISA-BELLE. YOUR DOG IS HINTING TO YOU THAT SHE WANTS TO GO VEGETARIAN. haha. seriously. and amanda couldn't get over how cute cloud's butt was. err....right. haha.

oh. and paige, karen and vaish are ALL SICK. shuddup. sad. so I'm going to have to wait before burgerking-ing with you guys. And paige, we are going on a real shopping spree this time. (yes, I'll increase my budget to 30 dollars okay? kidding. hah.)

I'm just so glad the exams are over. :)

2008-10-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

STOLE THIS FROM PAIGE'S BLOG! (: And paige stole it from denise. so thanks denise as well.

1)Your Gangster Name:(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)
Cryizzle. Doesn't sound ganster. It's pretty hard to pronounce actually. haha.

2) Your Detective Name:( favourite color and favourite animal)
Blue dolphin. COOL!! okay. I'm known as blue dolphin from now on. haha.

4) Your Soap Opera Name:(your middle name and the street you live on)
shiyi tanah merah.. sounds ridiculous. Which soap opera nut would call themself shiyi tanah merah?

5)Your Star Wars Name:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Weecr. okay, I can so imagine Weecr being the next princess leia. NOT.

6) Your Superhero Name:(Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Turqoise Milo to the rescue!

7) Your Foreign Name:(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name)
allo, I'm rehugpa and I stay in the Sahara Desert.

8) Your Goth Name:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Rock? er.... my terrapins' name is xiaoan. which will NOT work. my fish's name's rock. but it's still weird.

all of a sudden, all the stuff they say doesn't matter anymore.

2008-10-12T07:26:00.000-07:00

Warning. emo post.

I guess the exams are contributing to the level of anxiety and yeah. They are contorting my mind. I just don't know where to start anymore.

People make mistakes. And I'm sorry. Sorry for putting so much into marks and all the academic crap that I left and lied. I don't usually lie so much. Theatre people are supposed to be good liars but I'm not. I'm sorry wayne. And christie. And anyone else I've offended.

Truth is, I ended up failing theatre anyway. Bloody misinterpreted the question and lost 25 marks out of the thirty I could've scored for. Science physics and chem was crap. IHSS, ARC, Cheena---Crap. As well. At this rate, I can just totally demolish the idea of trying for scholarship in year 3. What I really need now is comfort. From the tee-kay side. I just need to be with you guys and I'm so sick of all the decisions I've been making without thoroughly considering the pros and cons.

I need the exams to be over and for bubbles to make me go nutsos with cloud. I need Paige, to do all the best things the bestest of friends do. I need Karen and Vaish and maybe even Ange to relive the good old drama club days. I need Alethea, I need Hanisa's lamest jokes which take my mind off so much. I need Elisabeth, the last time I saw you seems like forever. I need the whole of 1e3.

And maybe even constance. and clara. and sotl, felicia. and my zero-point gang. can you believe I'm actually reminiscing my SAC days? unbelievable.

the truth? I feel change is the only constant. nothing else remains. I'll just whoosh along, carried by the rollercoaster of life.

harrypotternevermeantmore

2008-10-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

MY. COMPUTER. IS SCREWED. BIG TIME.

this is still my sister's computer by the way. oh and after watching the tuxedo and following the entire ghost whisperer series, I have come to the conclusion that Jeniffer Love Hewitt, or however you spell her name, is Awesome with the capital A. She directs, acts and sings..like how cool is that?

oh and after talking to mr wang about the film and stuff today, I somehow feel the importance of continuing with acting. It's like I can't let a few setbacks bring me down. I've just got to keep holding on I guess...

Ironic. It's the exam period and I've posted twice in two days.

word of the day: hallucinate. don't ask me why. it just popped into my head.

2008-10-01T00:04:00.000-07:00

Honestly, my sister can be fun. Yes I'm terribly sorry for not updating.

1) My computer's utterly dead. (using my sis's one now)

2) EOYs are ruining my life and taking lots and lots of precious time.

anyways, Pearl and I were like at Sentosa and stuff and went UNDER that cool bridge. OOPS. hah. have I mentioned my sudden obsession with breaking rules and trespassing? yeah, I still owe isa-belle that trip to my rooftop. (I broke the lock) HAH. cool eh? but seriously, isa-belle has been cheering me up like WHOA. Thanks a million for those notes!! credits to amanda as well. (:

I'm currently totally dead for science I could disintegrate. who cares how they breathe and how their stupid intercostal muscles work? All I want is to do well for science to do marine biology. so why the heck do I need to know that electric current is measured with an ammeter? ahh. wait, is it? bleaurgh. don't care. haha.

I'm doing okay in SOTA, got a little irritated about the casting in theatre but I'm fine now... thanks Hui Yu for cheering me up. :) theatre's getting pretty blah. cause it's taking up my study time, like I'm learning about MacBeth and Hamlet when I could be doing Pythagoras' Theorem. haha. oh well. it's a mind break I guess..

Oh, and EXIT WON RUGBY!!!! okay, theodore and shalom scored almost all the touchdowns but I scored a few too la. So I'm like SO SO SO happy. :) :) (oh and I can't believe that HE got a gold. bleaurgh. stupid J**d) Now we're supposed to be doing volleyball, I'm supposed to be the team captain but I'm probably the worst captain there is...but well, on the bright side, I've got pretty good teammates so yay.

LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING OUT SOON!!

PAIGE! :) love you too man.

gosh. what is up with the pmsing blogger...the paragraphs are so screwed..haha.

2008-09-03T23:05:00.000-07:00

okAY. I look like crap in that pic. but ahh. that was like a whole whole load of fun. Paige's missing from the piccie cause she was the cool photographer who took the pic. Seriously, the holidays are making me high. And sota hasn't given homework as compared to TK. hah. for once, I'm glad I wasn't back at tk.

We went to Kallang leisure..Paige, Elisabeth, Karen, Kimberly Lee and me to celebrate Lizzie's birthday. And because of that, I was more broke than I had ever been in my life. on top of that, I lost my ez link card which made me spend even more. KAREN I OWE YOU LOTS OF $$. oops.

Ice skating, bowling, KFC, white sands, neoprints and a very empty wallet. Then, decided to go Karen's house to watch....ICE PRINCESS! HAYDEN PANETTIERE ROCKS. seriously. okay. ah. she's like got it all...looks, an acting career and the ability to campaign for dolphins. I'll know i'm successful when I've reached her level. which is impossible.

yep...so that's about it.. and love you elisabeth! Thanks for being the first friend I ever made in TK. oh. hugs! blah. missing you teekay guys.

2008-09-03T22:48:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be pretty hard to believe.

yep, but I managed to caamwhore like A LOT. yays to constance cho. My oh so wonderfulness primary school days. Met felicia SOTL at SACPS and started reminiscing all the wonderfulness, admiring the newly painted walls that never existed during our times. I MISS ZERO POINT!! hah. Const came late but still managed to see mrs teo. Who was like in the bus leaving.. aww. saddening. But it's really cool, she did CIP by helping mrs teo's students okay.. hah. so sweet. call me the next time you're doing that okay...

Then we were like okay, we'll walk to tanah merah station and eat popeye's at changi airport. And that's exactly what we did. Const had to climb the railings in a tapered skirt and whoa that was fun. hah. After reaching we walked around like crazy, CAMWHORED of course, and went to look at planes. oh btw, piccies taken by the cool photographer...ME!! and umm. of course thanks a million to Constance whose blog I stole the piccies from. oops. double oops. Man I missed the times we had together...The trauma I first went through after realising we wouldn't be in the same schools. Ahh. sighs.

So yep, we caught up and had A WHOLE LOAD OF FUN. YAY. oh, and that we did on teacher's day...it's a bit late to be posting now huh...so credits to hui yu for lending me your om to blog.

2008-08-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

Colour me in.

Drained of colour.

Heroes makes me jealous of Hayden Panettiere and I still don't know why I watch it. Blah. Yes, this is yet another one of those reflective posts. oops. I like this picture. The monotony of the structure breaks with art.

Spray painted indeciferable scratchings etched on brick walls.

Like me.

2008-08-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

Holidays are freaking coming!

To do list

1)Sleepover with Karen&Vaish. Dramaclubbers with all the coolness in life. I want an ICE CREAM CHEF'S TRIP NOW!!

2)PAIGE

3)CHELC. er..I just wanna watch freedom writers with you guys man. LeeFang's study session, really need to catch up on Quadratic Equations and my physics which has DIED. AGAIN.

4) TAKE CLOUD ON AN ULTRA ULTRA LONG WALK. something I haven't been able to do in a long long long time. haha. I miss bubbles. Fine. Isa-belle. Honestly, I don't mind meeting up with the entire clique at tee-kay-gee-ass. I still

want to swim at Alethea's house.

So much to do in just one week before the exams begin. sighs. Talking about exams, I got a 61 for math and guess what? Cried again. blah. I hate crying. Mr Koh was kinda subtly encouraging me I think. Didn't help though..I just wished that Vaish and Karen were there to cheer me up. Remember time we first went to the pizza hut outside school? Vaish got full marks for history I think, highest in level or something like that while I failed miserably. And was miserable. Hah

a. Saddening things in life. Shuddup. Still miss onethree lingo.

Missing all of you..meet up soon kay?

2008-08-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

yay! my first blog post in a millenium.
But I've gtg for Red Cliff..movie review.
Rugby yesterday. Exit rocks man.
Iarugfeema. Hah. Inside Joke. it was supposed to be I am drug free muahaha. ahh. crapping.

bla bla bla bla bla. I think bubbles and I switched personalities, she's getting emo and I'm getting totally zonked out. And weird.

BYEBYE ALIENS!!

2008-08-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

the end's the beginning. Did you know that? Though Art's Festival's finally coming to an end, I just don't want the usual old school life to start all over again. And umm, okay. I admit I didn't really want you guys to come for the art's fest. It's pretty embarrassing to ask you guys to come all the way here to watch me with an umbrella.

Take note, "starting all over again" means resuming math (which I cannot tolerate anymore), but all the same, believe it or not, I'd much rather be here now then back in tk with yapster. Yup, still missing you guys but I'm not missing falling asleep in Lopes and stuff. ha ha. oops. hope she didn't see this. And I'm especially not looking forward to receiving the math test. I swear that I will never pay attention in a single math lesson if I get below 60. Honestly, for the amount of bloody work I've been doing for math, it is not worth it to NOT IMPROVE.

yep. so that's about all. Oh, and my computer at home's still dying on me so I'm still blogging on the school computer. Missing you guys loads!!

(And I can't stand the fact you guys've got the new class tee)

2008-08-06T22:04:00.000-07:00

This was the only one I could find, and anyway, I'm sick of not having a computer that works.

Missing tk as usual, though I'm kinda glad cause I'm not going to have lessons for a whole week because I'm practicing for Arts Festival. Yes guys, I'll let you know when you can come over to watch. =) There's gonna be the performance at night so no excuses!!

I promised hui yu I'll make this short so I can help with the podcast (my bloody exam) so yeah.

BYE!!

2008-07-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

TK ROCKS MAN.

ahh, love you guys to bits.

I promise to try not to be so emo kay?

I'm seriously SO glad to see my tagboard, my com at home is practically skewered so I'm using the school com to blog. It's honestly ULTRA comforting to know that there are people there who support me even in the emo-est of times. THANK YOU MANY MANY!!

celebrate our class is great

elevate your mental state

give a shout, yell it out,

one-three's what we're all about.

sorry, I'm still stuck in yesteryear.

2008-07-11T04:44:00.000-07:00

In memory of Polka, my fish.

I'll miss you.

2008-07-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

Old school. Back to tee-kay-gee-ass.

I was honestly so overwhelmed I cried. This was the first time I've cried out of happiness. A group of people hugging you, calling out your name, ambushing you...gah..getting emotional again. Anyway, I love twothree, the lingo and all. Oh, here's a list of our lingo anyway,only two-three-ians allowed to use it.. hah.

shuddup: to be used in between sentences.

dieded: dead

er/uh: to be used in phrases like "you very uhs you know." or for other situations which makes you raise your eyebrows.

love you guys.

I don't need you anymore. I've fallen in love with two awesome guys. One's Ben, the other's Jerry.

2008-07-02T03:55:00.000-07:00

What would you do if you were in theatre, but had friends from visual arts? People just assume that you are who you rub off with. It's not true. Not fair. And yup, I've got the role of a painter. I don't have a big problem with that I guess, but all the same, I really wanted the role of Claire. And mind you, theatre's just a facade, we shut our trueselves out. It's the best art form, definetely, but it's acting and lies. No offence to anyone of course, this is just my opinion.

And oh, I could pretend to be bimbotic but why? See me for yourself. I'd rather be a nerd...why get the attention and be in the limelight all the time?

All I wanted was my ice-cream holder and a little cream soda.

And a wooden box and an alley full of rocks was all I had to care about.

But now my mind is filled with rubber tires and forest fires and whether I'm a liar and lots of other situations where I don't know what to do.

Icky thumb, handcuffed to a bunk, robbed blind, looked around and there was nobody else.

Left alone, I hit myself with a stone. Went home and learned how to clean up after myself.

2008-07-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

PAIGE!! THIS IS FOR YOU

you'd better watch Get Smart soon...with me.

2008-06-27T02:54:00.000-07:00

RANDOM PICS

Danielle has the ability to make me laugh when IHSS makes me want to scream.

Miss Wang: What is the value of the video in the presentation?

Danielle: Good.

(Whole class bursts out laughing.)

This was the best powerpoint presentation I've watched. I think I can make a joke book of all the weird things she does. Thanks for adding that little laugh in my life. :)

I swear nobody will believe you. So keep my secret.

2008-06-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

I miss the holidays already..And my expeditions and climbing everywhere.
This was the March Holidays, but I never got a chance to upload it.

2008-06-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I think i should give a brief summary about how things are now. Went Bugis with Constance yesterday, the rest of the peeps kinda couldn't make it to WWW anyway, we didn't watch Get Smart although I made a mental note to catch it with her...it wasn't out yet. zonks.

Went to Christie's house fo IHSS, wasn't productive but I had fun trying to set Mickey, her dog, on hui yu and erica. ZOMG, you should have seen Erica's face. hah. oops, was that mean?

Would it be random if I said I feel like playing pool?

2008-06-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

1.What is the connection between you & the last person that called you ?-BTFS! :DD FINE, I called her..er..I think it was Karen who called last.

2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone ?- NEVER. It dies a lot though.

3.What happened at 10.00am today ?- Rushed for TV shoot at LaoPaSat

4.When did you last cry ?- Yesterday.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?-Jam>I don't eat peanut butter without it.

6.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains, or just put on your hood ?- My mum makes me carry one everywhere I go..But I never use it..I love walking in the rain!

7.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed ?- Harry Potter Book..I'd fall asleep holding it.

8.What bottoms are you wearing now ?-Er..SAC school shorts? I had to wear school uniform for the shoot. Can you believe I'm wearing the shorts I could wear when I was 8?

9.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone ?- No. I just said I'm wearing my school uniform BOZO!!

10.What was the last movie you last caught ?- KungFu Panda,and Paige, when are you going to watch Get Smart with me huh?

11.What are you proud of ?- Expedition Thailand. First thing that came to my mind.

12.What is the last song you sang out loud ?- Teardrops on My guitar,I went to Karen's blog, heard it and kinda sang along. oops.

13.Do you have any nice names ? What are they ?- What? Like nicknames? Abigail used to call me Chrissy, does that count? And I created a blog pretending to be someone else?

14.What time did you go to bed last night ?- midnight-ish. Erika slept over

15.Have you bought any CD recently?-Nope, I don't buy CDs

16.Who gives you the best advice ?- Paige.

17.Do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can ?- Yeah. But I prefer it with cocoa.

18.Who did you talk on phone last night ?- Vaish! She just went abroad. Ask her to shuddup.

Miss you!!

19.Is anything bugging you right now ?-yes. not about to share it on this blog.

20.What's bugging you right now ?- Braces, homework and popular kids.

21.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?

-Yes, when "my" dog, Caesar, died...umm. Does that

count?

22.What annoys you most in a person ?

-Bragging

23.Have you ever done cocaine ?- Nah,I couldn't even if I wanted to. If I really had to, I'd take methaphetamine. Another name for it is "Crystal" did you know?

24.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?- hah. good question..the thing is, right now, I wouldn't mind killing my sister. But I think I'll regret doing it later.

25.Who was the last person who lay in your bed ?- Me? Who else?

26.Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?- I hope not...

hah. just kidding. I haven't gone that far.

27.Do you have a life ?- I'm dead. (yes paige. same answer.)

Obviously yeah!:D

28.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ?- Manasa, I dream she got killed by Peter Petrelli.I think I'm watching too much of heroes.

29.Have you ever changed this year ?- Definetely.I'm much more of an introvert now.

30.What are you listening to right now ?- My sister's fan. Everyone else is sleeping. And the fan

is irritatingly noisy.

BLAH BLAH.I don't listen to much music, remember?

31.Are you talking to someone doing this ?- Nope.Everybody's sleeping remember?? gah.

32.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?- I prefer walking with it closed--probably the

reason why I keep knocking into everything.

33.Is there any quote you live by ?- er..no? I haven't found one that suits my life enough.

34.Have you ever played an instrument ?- Piano. Played it since I was 5 but I just failed my

Grade 5 theory. Karen! I need some motivation to carry on!

35.What is the worst idea you have this week ?- Wanting to skewer my sister with the pool cue.

36.Does the person know you like him/her ?

-WTH. no?

37.Who always make you laugh ?

- Usshao, Isa-belle, Hanisa, Chingleputty...All the people who crack lame jokes I don't get..Come to think of it, I miss Mr Teo and his habit of putting the dustpan outside the class.

38.Do you speak other language other than English ?- Chinese-I really want to excel in it..I know this is weird but yeah.

39.Are you blonde ?

- Nope.I'm anti-bimbo.

40.What's your full name ?-Wee Shi Yi Crystle ( Love the spelling of Crystle)

41.What are you doing tomorrow ?

- Deborah coming over to study, parents want me to go fishing with them. (Tell me, why do SOME PEOPLE WANT TO KILL FISH FOR NOTHING?!)

42.What do you think you are like ?

-I think there's one word to describe me.--CRYSTLE!!

43.Who do you chose to die with ?

- Philosopher's stone from Harry Potter.

44.What do you play often ?

- Pool. And I love it, the only way I lose is if I get demoralised.

45.Who are you missing right now ?

- TK..need I say more?

46.If you've choosen between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose ?

- You never really know.

47.Which primary school are you from ?- ST. ANTHONY'S CANOSSIAN PRIMARY SCHOOL.

48.Name 3 colours you like .- Light blue, Metallic Blue, Sky Blue? FINE. I LOVE BLUE.

49.What emotion do you like to show ?

- :P

50.What is life to you ?-A road.

51.If you have something troubling you,what will you do ?- Call Paige and pester her until she answers the phone.

52.Who do you admire most ?- My mum? She's superb.

53.Which month are you born in ?- JANUARY! hah. Bet I'm older than you.

54.How are you feeling right now ?- Reflective?!

55.What is the time right now ?-1 minute to midnight.

56.Where are you right now ?- On my sister's chair, rotting.

57.Why are you doing this test ?-I don't know. Found it on BTF's blog.

58.What you do when you are moody ?-Look at a dolphin, read Harry Potter, Skate, play Pool, Blog, or Pester Paige.

59.At which age you wish to get married ?- Don't intend to get married..why get tied down when you can be free?

60.Who is more important to you ? Boyfriend/Friend ?

-Right now, I'd say friend..But you never know how quickly your mind would change.

61.Do you think you have enough confidence ?- Only if I'm around the right people.

62.Who is the person you trust most ?-Singularly? nobody. fine. My teddy bear.

63.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain ?- YUP!That's why I keep ogling at the sky after

it rains people.

64.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?-To do documentaries on marine life for a living and travel around studying dolphins.

65.What is your goal for this year ?-My new year's resolution was to beat all the boys in my class academically and in NAPFA.

66.What is the feeling you hate most ?-Jealousy. When you're jealous, you do the meanest things.

67.Do you cherish every single friend of yours ?- I do. They make me who I am.

68.Who cares for you the most ?- My mum does the most for me..My grandparents care a lot too..

69.What will you bring when you fight ?- Invisibility Cloak and a real wand. I've read enough

spells..time to put it to good use.

70.What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?-Initially, I thought sending in the transfer

form to SOTA was the worst. But things work out eventually so I'll see where life takes me.

71.What if your stead two-timed you ?- Paige's answer: Hah. That was sweet. Honestly, I'd probably just leave the guy alone, wouldn't gain anything out of murdering him I guess.
(:

72.One Thing you can't live without?My phone. It contains everything. I dropped it in a Grand

Piano once and nearly died.

2008-06-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

CLOUD!!! :) :) :)

I love Cloud, brought her for a walk with bubbles again. And I bought her Beggin' Strips from Kallang Leisure park while I was supposed to be having the class party. Class party was....let's not talk about it okay? Anyway, Isa-belle said that Cloud likes Beggin' Strips, Caesar used to like it too...until he was put down. :( I still love him loads though he's dead and gone. LOVE YOU CAESAR BOY.

Anyway...where was I?? Oh yeah. Cloud. She's like this big ball of.....cloud. hah. LAME. She's so so sweet and good natured you know, and doesn't bark like mad unlike some other mad dogs we saw when we took her for a 1-hour walk. Remember the scary retriever bubbles? (And I thought all retrievers were nice) Oh. We took Cloud to irritate a cat and found out that it was NOT a good idea after the cat tried to scratch cloud. OOPS. haha. Cloud chases mynahs.... LIKE ME!!! And we walked around the entire place, having so much fun...And the fun side of me kinda came out..It kinda disintegrated after I went to SOTA, I have no idea why. TK still makes me more sociable..oops. I've sidetracked again right?

Right, CLOUD IS CLOUDY!! yay. Ants bit my butt because I was sitting down on the grass petting Cloud. It is not a good idea to sit on the grass when you wear FBTs. Take note of that people. Cloud should be honoured. Her name appeared 11 times altogether in this post.

Cloud reminds me of Caesar. :) okay, 12 times now.

2008-06-03T05:59:00.000-07:00

SHELTER

me from the world.

------------------------------------------------------------

1)Shooting for "Why didn't I think of that?" today. Marcus, Linus and a new boy called Jared who replaced Keanne. I'm exhausted.

2)SOTA class party on Friday. I can go but I don't know if I want to. Hui Yu, Erica, Lee Fang not going...It'll be dead depressing if I end up alone.

3)SACP get-together at eastcoast park. Meeting up with BFF, Constance, and SKATING!! yay.

4)TK get-together. When? I dunno. Really have to start planning. Honestly, I don't know who to invite. Some people clearly have forgotten me so "sayonara" to them. To those loyal few, this is my thank you to you. :) You know who you are.

5)Twins coming over tomorrow and I'm going to have a few study sessions with some people, yes hilary, I'll give you the days I'm free soon.

6)Couz Erika's sleeping over too..can't wait!

And then, I start to wonder when I'll get to do my homework.

2008-06-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

BTFs ---Paige&Crystle---BestThingsForever

Photo stolen from Paige's blog

whatever la. shuddup. went to watch Made of Honour at Orchard Cineplex or something like that..aah. I felt dumb, not knowing that there were SOOOO many cool stuff there. ahh. I'll never go to Tampines Mall again. lol. haha. Made of honour was coolsome. Romance was pretty good and since Paige was on her diet (not going anywhere) I ate an entire bag of Famous Amos my grandmother gave. :) who's complaining?

I got jealous of Hannah..hah. AND I SAW A POOL TABLE OKAY?! omg. omg. omg. POOL!!! okay. Paige had to drag me away from it. :) and then, she wanted to take neoprints aka waste $$. But fine, I let her drag me there to get some pretty pictures for keepsake. ACTED TOTALLY PLASTIC. gossipped and took 2 Neoprints.. (byebye my wonderful 12 dollars)..and the pictures came out really good. I think those were the best so far..Paige bought a cool blouse too, thanks to me and my oh-so-wonderful fashion sense. hah. modest.

CAMWHORED. I don't think that's believable but Crystle actually took pictures with her own phone. At a food court and outside Orchard Road. Pretty cool cause it was like nearly Midnight..girls out late. And I still have no idea how to load pictures from my phone into the computer. laugh all you want.

2008-05-29T23:34:00.000-07:00

Karen and I went out to tampines mall :)

No prizes for guessing what we watched.
Went to her house after that and she helped me link some people although the blog thingy has some issues..
Camwhored..no pics sorry. I looked crappy anyway.

Karen bought a spongebob file. she's engaged. to spongebob.

And she'd better invite me to the wedding dinner...without sharkfins' soup.

2008-05-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

man. why can't i upload any pictures again. shit.

2008-05-29T22:54:00.000-07:00

yeah. where to go? have you realised that going NOWHERE and not planning means taking the shorter route?

random. haha. anyway, I'm just bored of life again. yes, what's new, groan all you want. Honestly, what I've done today is just force myself to do homework.

I could disintegrate from the boredom. I'm looking forward to going out with Paige tomorrow and walking cloud with bubbles later. yay! And going to hui yu's house for homework. somebody give me something to motivate me to do my homework now please...ha ha. this is SO not working..

2008-05-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

I fell in love with MNMs

during the churchcamp and learnt about you. Paige was the first person on my papertree. my first time sleeping in a sleeping bag. wonderful food and showers. laurayeo didn't like the food. she would die if she went for OBS. the camp was pretty much like a 5star hotel as compared to OBS. ha ha. I fell in love with MNMs. have I said that yet? no? I fell in love with MNMs. ah.

2008-05-27T04:21:00.000-07:00

I've gone for the auditions, got through all three but two said that I can't do it because I've got braces. WTH. I'm left with one from MOE. oh well. Dental appointment's on thursday, mum's gonna ask the dentist if I can get it out early. These stupid metal thingys are costing a teenage career. ha ha.

And I've finally found the reason why my sister's been getting what I haven't. And I've realized how trivial my own insecurities are. I've learnt a lot lately.

Cameras rolling...And ACTION!

2008-05-24T00:52:00.000-07:00

OBS. where do I begin?
Well, I'm so damn glad to be back. It was kinda torture.

I've got a total of 34 bites on my legs and arms---not counting my torso. Amazing huh? And I know, why count? I was just overwhelmed by it. We slept in tents and I could not shower nor brush teeth and I was seriously..urgh.

I stuck with KeJia..there was no one else. Honestly, my initial plan was to stick with the theatre people throughout the entire trip but the plan kinda went out seeing that they were irritating the hell out of me. So much for planning. VA people are awesome. yay. And although they'll support me no matter what decision I make but as much as I want to act, I really want to join Visual Arts. It's really calming and stuff. I don't really care much for sculpture but I'd love sketching and painting. Although I suck at drawing humans..haha.

2008-05-16T19:48:00.001-07:00

I'm zonked out into twilight zone.
ahh. I can't believe I just told you guys. excuse me for a moment, freaking out in progress. well, I can do it. get over you. and to another guy, I'm so sorry I was effing mean. Lee Fang thinks he deserves it and I really don't know what to say to that. We ran off, conscience heavy with lies, leaving you all alone---in Big Ms.
I really don't know what to do anymore. Thank god it's the holidays. I need a break. From you, from school, from him, from theatre, from my life.

I want to go do more stunts today but no sis around. And it's not like I haven't got enough bruises on my legs from skating. Or maybe I'll play pool again. smash some balls or something. I need to vent.
I just watched two solid hours of survivor instead of doing math. wow. so much for all the vows I made. I swear I'll do my math later.

IS...

Parent-teacher meeting was okay. Notice the singular form of parent. I was trying discreetly to let miss lim and mr ong know that saying bad stuff about me WOULD NOT BE A GOOD IDEA.
Then, mr ong and miss lim started talking about pearl, mr ong saying that pearl swore right in front of him. I was like OMG. I thought she so was gonna get the chilli-in-the-mouth treatment.
I looked at miss lim, trying to make her see how much trouble pearl was gonna get into.

Quickly, she added in,
"But pearl is a very nice girl honestly, and she really works hard." Or words along those lines, trying to say some nice stuff about pearl. I mouthed thank you to them quite a lot, I hope it wasn't obvious for my mum. love it.
I didn't pass the promotion criteria because I failed ARC but it was better than I expected. Overall average: 60.3

Class Mentor Remarks: She is a humble and well-mannered student who shows enthusiasm to learn and takes initiatives to clarify her doubts in class. Her determination and hard work will see her realize her goals.

Well, I did work hard as compared to the rest of the sota people. but it wasn't my full potential. especially for bio. If I want to continue marine biology, I'm gonna have to work much harder. I know what I want so I'm gonna get it. well.... I hope I will...And notice the word "humble". Goes to show how un-theatre I am. As for clarifying doubts, I didn't think so. I was rather quiet this year. I'm gonna have to ask MORE questions.

Went to mediacorp after that for another audition. I hope I get it although I may need to hack off some hair because I'm playing a gangsterish kind of girl. Maybe I shouldn't get it. Then I'll be able to go for the class party. OBS coming!! can't wait! It's going to be EXPEDITION THAILAND all over again.

sits back reminiscing about EXPEDITION. probably the best part of my life.

2008-05-12T04:51:00.000-07:00

hey guys. you know, I'm trying hard not to be emo but life really is making me emo. I got lowest in class for science. (yes, you can sigh) but life isn't as easy as it seems. Well, after lots of encouragement from friends, I'll try harder. It's really not as easy as it seems. I still feel like a small ant in the pacific ocean.---helpless, on the verge of death.

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And thanks for flooding the tagboard guys. I just want to scream it out loud yet again.. I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS!!
Kim lee. ohmygawsh I haven't heard from you in such a long time! do you still look like miss mo? ah-ha.
Sanga. you'll always be miss chingleputty to me whether you like it or not. :) and you'd better not be dense or else.
Isa. BUBBLES!! you really look like her except for the fly eyes. I want to take Cloud on a walk soom kays?
Pia-gay. can't link you yet, sorry. got to wait for karen to help me with this stupid thingy. and please, no vulgarities on the tagboard missus.

Alethea. helloo! swimming at your house?? (winks)

Raseena. beloved ego person!! aahh. nice of you to drop by. :)

oh. OBS is coming. I'm really excited. And for people in Drama or DEP, update me on the performances okay?

2008-05-08T16:49:00.000-07:00

I'm learning to let you go.

2008-05-08T16:30:00.000-07:00

Crystle Wee wants to take Chemistry and Biology, Geography and Anthropology.
Crystle Wee still wants to become a Marine Biologist and doesn't want anymore theatre.

She doesn't want to have anything to

do with theatre anymore.

And I'm going to work my guts out trying to get top in the level for Biology and Literature.
I got 13/20 for literature highest in class was 17/20. I've got a long way to go. And I'm not sure if I'll make it.

2008-05-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to see things differently

VICKI IS NOT FORGOTTEN><

thanks a million for being there for me in theatre.
same goes for you too hil---moodswings and all.

2008-05-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Worst in class twice. Consecutively.

Geog: 12/30

ARC: 5/ 15

I'm beginning to wonder what I'm doing with my life.
So much for emo-ing

2008-05-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

I love Lim Ying Hui Paige.
In a straight way.

I love forest, full -of-clever, part-of-a-book.

Cheer up, okay?

hey, you're better than you think you are. And aunty, you are so not a deranged freak. And you are so not troubling me when you talk to me. everyone has insecurities. steel yourself.

you were meant to be a hero. to help others, spice up my life.

2008-05-03T06:11:00.001-07:00

hey all.
Finally got a gold for my napfa test.
Thanks a lot to Mr Jae and friends... most amazing thing in NAPFA.

Crystle Wee did 16 pull ups. Yes, Crystle who's got muscles the size of rubber bands.
I had motivation. :)
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I think I'm doing pretty well here in SOTA at last, despite all of my initial insecurities. Hui Yu, Lee Fang, Erica, Christie... really good friends. Unlike tkgians, they actually sat down to study for all the exams with me...Great huh? Today, Hui Yu & Lee Fang came over for Science Revision. :)

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2008-04-22T17:53:00.000-07:00

yo people.

I'm in the school com lab, supposed to be doing ARC research. I can't imagine that the Crystle who used to skip recess to study is actually blogging during lesson time. ah.

Anyway, I decided not to blog about the party. Don't want to. And I don't intend to say why. Sorry Const. And I've set a new personal best. 10.52 min for 2.4. yay. Thanks to Hui Yu for running with me and motivating me. I was seriously sweaty and disgusting after that. My sis's record is 9.27 minutes. I've decided not to care at all.

Something good happened today. Well, good in my eyes. So I'm secretly elated. Won't elaborate.

2008-04-21T05:47:00.001-07:00

I can't believe he did that.